Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Battle With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sudden pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came rapid stabs, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches appeared frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with severe pain around one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What connects patients is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest bizarre treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European doctor who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help verify the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed.
Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are managed with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidelines need updating to reflect a